take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Friday, January 27, 2006
5:48 AM
Date: 27 Jan
Day: Thurs
Location : Cineleisure
LOLx.. Ade, me and mafia met up with KJ, QY, Jess at the cck control station and from there we set off for orchard while meeting Joycelyn midway at marsiling. Hmm.. basically our class had a reunion dinner at Yuki in cineleisure. Not all turned up but i think there was half a class perhaps? haha hope so la.. the nice part was the ice cream i think. Ade n i called ourselves the MASTERS and tok abt opening ice cream stall.. LOLx.. and we suan KJ's skill of making ice cream.. lol.. so mean of us but nvm.. =P
Then most of the gals and 3 guys went with us to K box.. haha hmm there was 10 of us if i am not wrong. For gals were cheaper cos it's ladies nitex! But in the end we split up the cost together.. FUN! LOLxx.. sing until my voice "sa sa".. That joycelyn kept on insisting she mus sing the song "Zhu wo shen ri kuai le" until she cry.. so funie.. but in the end she still din cry out.
Left K box at around 1pm or so.. leaving Xiu, Wee kian, Hui Shan, and joycelyn there, still singing to their hearts content.. haha.. i heard xiu almost lost her voice! haha.. took cab home and reached home at around 2 + am.. haha luckily my mum din scold..
All in all.. HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR TO ALL!! ENJOY!! =)
Fate shall bring us together..
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Saturday, January 21, 2006
6:36 AM
Some say love, it is a river
That drowns the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love, it is a hunger
An endless aching need
I say love, it is a flower
And you its only seed
It's the soul afraid of dreaming,
That never learns to dance
And the soul afraid of waking,
That never takes the chance
It's the one, who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying,
That never learns to live
When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
When you feel that love is only
For the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love
In the spring becomes the rose
Fate shall bring us together
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Friday, January 20, 2006
5:56 AM
To U:
Sorry
Fate shall bring us together..
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Monday, January 09, 2006
2:18 AM
CONTENTMENT
Have you ever, at any one time, had the feeling that life is bad, real bad, and you wish you were in another situation?
You find life make things difficult for you, work sucks, life sucks, everything seems to go wrong...
Read the following story... it may change your views about life: After a conversation with one of my friends, he told me despite taking 2 jobs, he brings back barely above 1K per month, he is happy as he is.
I wonder how he can be as happy as he is considering he has to skimp his life with the low pay to support a pair of old parents, in-laws, a wife, 2 daughters and the many bills of a household.
He explained that it was through one incident that he saw in India ... that happened a few years ago when he was really feeling low and touring India after a major setback.
He said that right in front of his very eyes he saw an Indian mother chop off her child's right hand with a chopper. The helplessness in the mother's eyes, the scream of pain from the innocent 4-year-old child haunted him until today.
You may ask why did the mother do so; had the child been naughty, had the child's hand been infected?? No, it was done for two simple words- - -TO BEG!
The desperate mother deliberately caused the child to be handicapped so that the child could go out to the streets to beg.
Taken aback by the scene, he dropped a piece of bread he was eating half-way. And almost instantly, a flock 5 or 6 children swamped towards this small p! iece of bread which was covered with sand, robbing bits from one another. The natural reaction of hunger.
Stricken by the happenings, he instructed his guide to drive him to the nearest bakery. He arrived at two bakeries and bought every single loaf of bread he found in the bakeries. The owner was dumbfounded but willingly sold everything. He spent less than $100 to obtain about 400 loaves of bread (this is less than $0.25 per loaf) and spent another $100 to get daily necessities.
Off he went in the truck full of bread into the streets. As he distributed the bread and necessities to the children (mostly handicapped) and a few adults, he received cheers and bows from these unfortunate. For the first time in his life he wondered how people can give up their dignity for a loaf of bread which cost less than $0.25.
He began to tell himself how fortunate he is. How fortunate he is to be able to have a complete body, have a job, have a family, have the chance to complain what food is nice and what isn't nice, have the chance to be clothed, have the many things that these people in front of him are deprived of...
Now I begin to think and feel it too! Was my life really that bad? Perhaps... no, I should not feel bad at all... What about you? Maybe the next time you think you are, think about the child who lost one hand to beg on the streets.
"Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want, it is the realization of how much you already have."
When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.
It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.
The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
Seriously ppl.. we are fortunate.. all we normally trouble abt is "AIYA! got FINES ar!!", "AIYA so many HW ar..", "OMG.. Today dinner is terrible!!". But some ppl in some countries dun even hav a proper meal and basic neccessities.. IF U THINK UR LIFE SUXS.. THINK AGAIN..!
Fate shall bring us together..
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Friday, January 06, 2006
6:43 AM
Gosh.. Mr Siraj asked us to find some articles on HUMAN RIGHTS. I looked up in the net and saw one article.. it's really awful! i jus can't imagine what the ppl are going thru.. it's INHUMANE.. Below are some parts from the article..
"This is the detention center," he said. "If someone goes inside this building, in three months he will be dead or disabled for life. In this corner they decided about the executions, who to execute and whether to make it public.
"This is the Kim Il Sung institute, a movie house for officers. Here is watchdog training. And guard training ground." Pointing to another spot, he said: "This is the garbage pond where the two kids were killed when guard kicked them in pond."
"Another satellite photo shows a coal mine at the Chungbong camp where prisoners are worked to exhaustion in a giant pit."
"When I was 10 years old," Kang recalled, "We were put to work digging clay and constructing a building. And there were dozens of kids, and while digging the ground, it collapsed. And they died. And the bodies were crushed flat. And they buried the kids secretly, without showing their parents, even though the parents came."
"I was in prison from 1987 till January 1993," she told NBC News in Seoul, where she now lives. "[The women] were forced to abort their children. They put salty water into the pregnant women's womb with a large syringe, in order to kill the baby even when the woman was 8 months or 9 months pregnant. "And then, from time to time there a living infant is delivered. And then if someone delivers a live infant, then the guards kick the bloody baby and kill it. And I saw an infant who was crying with pain. I have to express this in words, that I witnessed such an inhumane hell."
In one instance about 50 inmates were taken to an auditorium and given a piece of boiled cabbage to eat. Within a half hour, they began vomiting blood and quickly died. A shot of the enormous Chunbong camp from space. "I saw that in 20 or 30 minutes they died like this in that place. COME ON IS THIS REALITY or a NIGHTMARE?!!
"I heard many times that eyeballs were taken out by beating"
"And I saw that by beating the person the muscle was damaged and the bone was exposed, outside, and they put salt on the wounded part."
For the ppl living there (NK).. I feel really sorry for your. I can only pray and hope for a change of a leader in your country.
So ppl be v thankful that u are living in S'pore and a proper living conditions with all the basic neccessities! At least over here u have wat is so called the HUMAN RIGHTS.. the ppl there dun..
Think abt it..
Fate shall bring us together..
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Thursday, January 05, 2006
4:55 AM
To FORGIVE but NEVER to FORGET..
Fate shall bring us together..
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
6:37 AM
FUK! Damn pissed by some suxers.. Wat is "didn't inform u then put u in charge of the activity"? If i din inform u, i wouldn't have spend my money, piling up my Hp bills, calling u to INFORM U ! FUK.. NONSENSE! If u dun wan to do or better still fear tat u are not up to it.. Tell me straight! and i can get some1 to replace U! Oh so wat is the big deal of having a higher rank? Expecting to do NTH? Then throw ur rank away! BIG DEAL?
Wasting my time doing the stupid training schedule and getting all sorts of craps..
Sorry ppl for the language i used to this entry.. i jus wanted to vent my frustration.. I AM STRESSED!! SAVE ME!! THIS IS LIVING HELL!!
Fate shall bring us together..
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
