As a teacher.. shouldn't u give us, ur students a little more encouragement? Do u noe tat wat u bring across to me is tat i am jus such a lousy student.. n i can't make it? wow? thx for the "MOTIVATION" anyway..
i'm a lousy friend.. not there when u needed me.. sorry.. jus take tat i sux ok? i'm Not worth ur time la..
i'm lost.. this cruel society we are living in.. how scary..
i forget how to smile..
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Thursday, March 23, 2006
9:41 PM
FINALLY!! ITS OVER!!
haha yeppie.. Common test period is over.. whew.. mugging is rather bad for health.. haha esp last min studying.. omg.. lol.. well beta dun think abt it le.. jus wait for the results.. (-. -")
Dun wish to be disappointed again. lolx.. PRAY HARD then..
haha jus found out that i got dozens of hw not done. BUT.. DUN CARE for today!! haha its time for a bit of relaxing.. hehe..
There's still CIP tmr.. Hope it's fun! =D Looking forward to it.. hmm bad thing is need to travel all the way to alljunied.. quite far..
P.S. : who is BIG BROTHER?? lolx... =P thx for the motivation..
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Monday, March 06, 2006
6:17 AM
I failed my Physics AGAIN.. argh.. i dunno y.. i did studied for it and then i still did not manage to clear it. B4 getting back the paper i was thinking ya.. this time i will and i can clear it. No wonder there is a chinese phrase , " 期望越高，失望越大". I was really disappointed that i really felt like crying. haha.. Was acting like a fool, laughing at my own failure in class jus to prevent myself from breaking down and cry infront of everyone. Crying = noob = weak. Hate it. Haha.. so i took out my bio tys and do during phys class. Really disappointed and yet dun wish to face it. haha Running away from reality.
Blackness is what i see.. as the world caved in on me.
Despair is how i feel.. for my wound will nv heal.
