I failed my Physics AGAIN.. argh.. i dunno y.. i did studied for it and then i still did not manage to clear it. B4 getting back the paper i was thinking ya.. this time i will and i can clear it. No wonder there is a chinese phrase , " 期望越高，失望越大". I was really disappointed that i really felt like crying. haha.. Was acting like a fool, laughing at my own failure in class jus to prevent myself from breaking down and cry infront of everyone. Crying = noob = weak. Hate it. Haha.. so i took out my bio tys and do during phys class. Really disappointed and yet dun wish to face it. haha Running away from reality.
Blackness is what i see.. as the world caved in on me.
Despair is how i feel.. for my wound will nv heal.
